Kep
[Originally written on March 9, 2006]
Ever since moving to Phnom Penh I have been grumbling non-stop about how ugly this country is. A city once full of trees is now mainly covered by dirt roads and concrete. Waking up, looking out the window at a trash laden ally has put a damper on my day, everyday, for the last year and a half. The constant sound pollution of construction, motos, and worst of all horrible Karaoke music has made silence and solitude impossible. It’s been one and a half years of struggle wondering if I would ever come to enjoy this place, wondering if I would ever find anything pleasant in a country raped of beauty.
A few months ago, Ben and Sharon came back from a trip to Kep urging us to go with them sometime this year. They claimed that it was a beautiful place. I had my doubts. Why would I want to go to this “has been” beachside town that now has nothing including no electricity? However, they convinced us and this past weekend Danny, Silas and I found ourselves going to Kep with our friends. Surprisingly, it was by far the most beautiful place I have been to in Cambodia. Never before have I seen the ocean abutting mountains and lush forest. In the morning, the still, blue ocean water against the deep green forest was surrounded by white mist and brilliant blue sky. It was simply breathtaking. For the first time since we’ve moved to Cambodia I finally believed, Cambodia is beautiful!
This formerly popular beachside town consists of one paved road which runs along the beach. During the French colonial period, this road was lined with magnificent vacation homes once occupied by privileged Khmer families. But because the area is surrounded by dense forest and mountains, it became a Khmer Rouge strong hold in the 1970’s. The owners of these homes either fled or were killed. The abandoned villas are now destroyed, burnt-out concrete shells. They seem completely neglected; but at a second glance one will realize that they are currently occupied by poor, squatter families who have no where else to camp out. These days there isn’t much going on in Kep other than fishing.
This sight is rather eerie to say the least. It caused me to ponder on Jerusalem during the Babylonian exile when all the rich and educated were either killed or brought into captivity; leaving the poor behind to fend for themselves. It’s been about 25 years since the Khmer Rouge had control over this area and it is just starting to feel like it’s recovering.
pictures of our weekend in Kep.
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Hi Anita…
Wow! That place sounded amazing! I remember feeling similar feelings being in Vietnam about how gray and dirty it was there at times. I’m reading the rest of your blogs and catching up with you. TTyl.
Reading your blog is a bit of fresh perspective for me… wedding planning can be so consuming.
Love, pie
Just back from Taipei and linked to your blog for the first time. Nice!
Been bracing myself for life in a place I think is pretty ugly too. I seriously wonder if city-living dulls us towards God. After all, “the heavens declare the glory of God”, etc. But then again, great art, literature, etc. can help us see God. And we can see Him through people. Am reminded of folks like Mother Teresa and Henri Nouwen talking about seeing Jesus in the faces of folks that are “least” and most despised. Your thoughts? Do you think the ugliness that surrounds you everyday in Cambodia has forced you to look for God in the less obvious places?
At any rate, the sensitive way you and Danny process your experiences in Cambodia have always been thought-provoking and challenging. Thanks for your open eyes…and for your blogging!
Audrey,
Your question is actually a good reminder. I wish I was more mindfull of God so that even simple, less obvious things would draw me closer to Him. Unfortunately, I find that I’m pretty jadded at times. If anthing, being in Cambodia has caused me to long for heaven more intensely. Being surrounded by so much ugliness, physically and spiritually, has led me call out to God for Christ’s return more than ever.
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